I remeber you!
I see your face
when my eyes close.
I hear your voice
when all is silent.
I remeber your anger
and also your words.
But most of all I remeber you.
I'm crying now
and your still yelling.
Silent tears falling. . .
Why can't you just be here.
You were all I had
but your swearing now
and all I see
is your angry face.
But most of all I see you.
Once again I see
your angry face
and I'm still crying.
Silent tears still falling. . .
But most of all I remeber you!
I remeber you. . . .
You stand their smiling,
You stand their laughing,
but you just think i'm a joke!
No one takes me serious,
even you don't,
you just think i'm a joke!
Their wouldn't be away
to change the way I am,
but you think i'm a joke.
It's torn me apart,
wishing I could be..
what you needed me to be.
But all I am is a joke,
you stand their and laugh,
all I am is a joke.
No one sees whats
behind my smile or
whats going on in my head.
No one recognizes the hurt
in my voice, or the look on
my face,
Because all I am,
is a joke!
After All
After All this pain,
you come back,
I see you face-to-face.
After all you said,
you want to joke,
I see you face-to-face.
Our words are,
chosen carefully and said gently,
akward silences and funny stares.
Is this what we are reduced to,
we can't be normal now?
After all.
Your quizzical looks,
my angry words
after all, isn't this what you wanted?
It seems so hard,
even now to deal,
that I choose angry words.
Your gone again,
my pain still here,
how long will it take?
Till my pain is gone?
It was hard to cover my true feelings,
hiding them with anger.
I couldn't see the end. by kittyloverisme, literature
Literature
I couldn't see the end.
We said we'ed always be together
that we didn't need anyone else,
I couldn't see the end.
I guess I was blind because
we've reached the end,
didn't think it was possible,
to be without you.
I thought we were meant,
for each other and for always.
Maybe it was rediculous to believe.
That at this age we could,
find the one for us.
I thought I had...but I was wrong.
I couldn't believe this was the end.
I thought we were meant for each other,
I couldn't see the end.
I told you I needed you,
you told me I didn't.
I guess I was blind.
I told you we should be together,
that we shouldn't have parted.
You said it was for the
Darkness
Why must we be
so distant and cold
trying to figure
the only way out.
No one can tell
the reality of
darkness in
the family.
Why can't we
be like 'them'
those perfect families
we see.
From there perfect
house and windows
let's be more like them.
One Last Wish
A little girl
in the corner
on the floor.
Her life
is a mess,
one time around.
Her tears are
silently loud
slidding down.
Her ragged breath
she trembles for
one last wish.
She calls out
in her fear
wishing to hear.
Mommy isn't here
daddy's gone
one last wish.
Another breath
slower and ragged
tears slidding down.
One time around
one last wish
hoping to hear.
She lifted her eyes to his slowly as he wrapped his arms around her waist pulling her closer. She leaned her head against his chin for he was taller than she. A tear slid down her cheek slowly. He ran his finger gently over her cheek to wipe the tear away.
"Don't cry" He said softly, his breath a mere whisper in her ear. She took a deep breath and shook her head slowly.
"It's hard" She let her head rest on his shoulder. More tears came unwillingly for her. She swiped her hand across her cheek to be rid of the tears falling freely. He pulled her closer to him trying his best to comfort her. He placed his fingers on her chin and lifted her he
If you...
If you really cared,
you'd be here.
But your not.
Thought you said,
you'd always see.
But your blind.
Heard your promise,
lost your trust.
Now i'm gone.
Doesn't matter,
just disappered,
no one saw.
Even you...
who said you,
see everything.
Didn't notice,
that i'm gone,
doesnt matter.
The pain is gone,
'cause it was never there,
but neither was I.
Just a dream,
or a mist,
or maybe even a figment.
Doesn't matter anymore,
i'm not here,
you didn't see.
Pain
The pain you cause is so great
See me on the floor in a heap.
I cant understand why you wantedme on the floor.
The pain is so real that i cant even feel.
My eyes close in pain as your hand meets my arm.
Something is missing,
that something is you.
Time may mend it, time may not.
In your eyes you beg for forgiveness.
There is still time to forget and forgive
but the pain you cause is so great.
Why
Why do you try,
to hold on,
to something you can't
Something no one can hold,
completly untouched,
to much pain.
Why do you try,
so hard to impress,
not like I care,
you bitch.
Why do you do this,
why did it happen to me.
I'm not sure if anyone still even knows I exist on DevArt. I cant believe that it's been since MArch 12th since I last was on here. Crazy!! I'm super excited because I am going to be an aunt in May, my older brother and his girlfriend are expecting a baby boy. His name will be Thomas Allen and he will cute! I'm super excited like I said before!! Anyways, if your interested in me putting more about my life, let me know!!
Brit
Well, It's been awhile since I've written on here. I'm single and not sure how I feel about this particular situation. My ex-boyfriend kissed me today. Trying to figure out what he means by this. I got my senior privilages back and that makes me mega-happy. Though I feel a touch angry and bitter. Anyways, buh bye!
Arg, I'm so sick of people who love to play mind games. It drives me insane. I'm so flipping miserable and I can't do a damn thing about it. My boyfriend decides that he isn't sure he wants to be with me. Then we break up and then we go back out and he just confuses me sooooo much. I get all mixed up. -Grumbles- Ugh! Life!!!
Boo! ^_^ I forgot to post a message! o: W00t! I was the first person to dev-watch you on this account. Anyway, just one of my "Random Hi's!" as you know. ^^